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my quest to disappear

wanting to fade into the background until the old me barely exists in memory

Created on 2005-10-08 17:54:38 (#8491657), last updated 2009-10-17

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Name:	deb
Location:	new york, New York, United States

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this is my personal journal where i don't have to censor myself. i'm completely blunt and honest here. some details may be very graphic, so please read with discretion. there are certain people i don't want reading my journal and that's why it's friends only. but i'll most likely add you.


about me there's more to me than what i can put here in this space. there's more to me than what i write about in my journal. there's not one venue that can encompass me. so learn a little about me here. dance is the one thing that i believe has saved me. it gave me a purpose when i didn't have one. it gave me structure, discipline, and a sense of myself when i was lacking those. all the hard work of taking class and being in rehearsals always paid off for that moment on the stage, when i was dancing in the moment. and no one can ever take those memories away from me. don't judge me. i judge myself enough as is. what's important to me i've gone through a lot in my life. there have been many ups and downs. i've been lucky enough to have a group of friends by my side, sharing in my joys and letting me lean on them in times of need. i've always said my friends are my family. i'm such a blessed person to have them in my life. they are trustworthy, honest, loyal, fun, selfless, respectful, kind, generous, loving, caring, complex, intelligent, and always there for each other. i am honest almost to a fault. i don't believe in beating around the bush or holding my tongue just because my opinion isn't a popular one. i would rather have someone be honest with me and not like the answer than have someone lie to me just to spare my feelings. i believe that my grandmother is the one that saved me. she has always been there for me. she has taught me what unconditional love really is. i love her with all my heart. i was fortunate enough to work for a church earlier this year. whilst it wasn't the best job in the world, it taught me that God wants me to help others. and it was such a blessing to work with people who became my friends, but were also devoted to sharing God with others. they taught me that i should lean on God and follow my heart. that's one of the ingredients to happiness. i believe another important ingredient to happiness is to help the world become a better place. there are things we can each do to make that happen. make wise choices. read and learn. click on the links below. places you need to visit the one campaign \| better world shopper \| something fishy \| bc/efa \| stop genocide now \| human rights watch	favourite... ...music tori amos, dashboard confessional, sherie rene scott, jason robert brown, kristin chenoweth, a perfect circle, better midler, thomas newman, the postal service, switchfoot, linkin park, maroon 5, eve, timbaland, damien rice ...films the sound of music, christopher guest films, la femme nikita, connie and carla, closer, thomas crown affair, ocean's series, trading places, clueless, breakfast at tiffany's, maria full of grace, the anniversary party ...tv-shows law & order (all 3), the 4400, alias, monk, will & grace, charmed, degrassi, pbs, national geographic channel, all my children, america's next top model ...books we wish to inform you that tomorrow we will be killed with our families, miriam's song, human rights watch world report, america in the age of genocide, unspeak, brave new world, sophie's world, anything by jodi picoult and torey hayden, most non-fiction ...phrases "really? really though?" "no, but seriously." "mother courage and her children." "oh, honey." "...too many shades of fabulous." "i love you." ...etc sleeping in, reading, walking through the streets of manhattan, coffee, people watching, musicals, metropolitan museum of art, netflix, reading, good times with friends, snail mail
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